Sale this weekend!

A quick post just to say that this weekend (8-10 July), Dawn of the Dreamsmith will be on sale as part of a Kindle Countdown Deal.

For the next 24 hours it will be just 99p/99c in the UK/US, so if you’ve been umming and ahhing over getting it, now’s the perfect time to pick it up.

If you read it and liked it, buy it for a friend. Alternatively, if you hated it, buy it for an enemy!

Now that’s versatility right there.


Why writing is hard

I’m going to take a guess that the reactions of those reading that headline will fall into one of two opposing camps. In one camp will be those who rolled their eyes or laughed at the notion that something as mechanically simply as applying words to paper or a screen can be difficult… and in the other camp are those who have written something or tried to.

I think the challenges can be different for every person who has at some stage sat down and tried to tease coherent sentences from the ephemeral ideas swirling through their brain. Perhaps it’s fleshing out an initial, tantalising idea into a fully-fledged plot, or writing convincing dialogue, or having the determination to keep going when you’re secretly convinced that everything you produce is terrible. Perhaps its concentration (I myself am writing this while serenaded in the background by a popular animated porcine and her family – who would be immediately recognisable to anyone with young children).

When a friend or relative has asked me over the past couple of years, since I first announced I was working on a novel, what I’ve found difficult, I always reply that it’s being confronted at the start of every chapter with a totally blank page. There’s something intimidating about that unbroken field of white, demanding to be filled and yet proving oddly adept at repelling any attempts to fill it.

It’s certainly tricky, but after doing this approximately 50 times now I’ve become accustomed to the strange sense of ennui that overtakes one at such moments, and liberal amounts of hot tea and staring solemnly out of the window are all that’s required to get over that hump. But the obstacle that is actually most difficult for me personally is the one over which I have the least control: time.

Like the majority of authors starting out, and even some of those who are well-established, I have a paid job that requires most of my time. I’m lucky enough, right now, to have one that allows me to work from home, so that during any quiet periods, or during the time others would be commuting to and from the office, I can disappear for a while into my world of fantasy and tap out another few hundred words.

But there still never seems to be enough hours in the day to accomplish everything I would like. I also have a wife and two young daughters (hence the piggy serenade) who I want to spend time with, even if it’s just occasionally stumbling from my office to find walls have been painted an alarming colour and being assured I was consulted on the shade.

My wife, being a wonderful and supportive person, has helped me try to get extended times where I can sit and work on my own writing. Saturday, we have decided is family day and I am at their disposal from dawn until dusk. Family days are great. Sunday, though, is writing day. Sometimes it goes well. Other times, less so.

To demonstrate what I’m talking about, I thought I’d share details of my last Writing Day.

It started off as my fault. After waking (aka being violently jumped on at 6am by two giggling marauders who apparently share my genes), I thought it would be nice to go see a film as a family early on. Our local cinema has showings of kids’ films at 10am at the weekends, so I didn’t think it would take a big chunk out of my day. The film was entertaining, and after getting back home at noon I slunk upstairs to start work. I was still at the staring-morosely-through-the-window stage of starting the chapter when I was summoned back downstairs to be informed that our oven had exploded. This proved to be a slightly melodramatic description, but the end result was the same: the appliance was broken and food could not be prepared. Cue a phone call to a step-father handy with such things, who announced he would come over to take a look, and an hour spent with my head in said oven, tinkering with heating elements and pretending I knew what the problem may be. A trip to the hardware store followed, more tinkering, lengthy discussions about what should be done next. As step-father departed, we had to go out and grab some dinner (as, you know, no oven). By the time I was called in to read stories so that our little marauders would sleep for another few hours before their next assault upon our slumbering forms, Writing Day had consisted of about 45 minutes of quality writing time.

And that, for me, is why writing is hard.

I sometimes fantasise about visiting my past self – nothing drastic, mid-20s would suffice, when time was such a lavishly abundant resource one could even afford to waste it frivolously – and tell him to knuckle down and write that goddamn book.

Of course, that isn’t how it works, and the forays into writing I made then, while ultimately unsuccessful, have all helped me now at this time, as have all the life experiences I’ve had in the meantime. No one is the same person today as they were a decade ago.

And it’s a good thing, because if time travel technology is ever invented that allows you to go back and speak to your past self, that little swine is really going to get a piece of my (his?) mind.


First of all, a thank-you

In a few short days, it will be exactly three months since I published my first book, and I thought it was high time that I put something out there to thank all those who have bought it and taken the time to read it – so thank-you, you guys are incredible.

Hopefully this will be the start of a regular blog – my intention is to post updates on how work on the next book is progressing, thoughts on writing and anything else that occurs to me that might be of interest. And, really, it came about because of my wife.

It was when my first Amazon review came in – a positive one, five-stars. It’s hard to describe the sense of elation you get when you finally put out something that has taken two years of your life to put together, and then not only are people buying it and reading it… they like it! For somebody who writes for a living (although I don’t live off books – not yet! – during the day I can usually be found tapping at a keyboard to put words onto a screen in return for money and/or food) I’m not sure there’s a feeling quite like it.

Showing the review to my wife, I told her I was going to reply to it. “Do NOT reply to that review,” I was commanded. “It never looks good”, she added, showing me a few examples of authors who’d done just that. “Even if it’s to say thanks?” I asked, timorously. “If you do that then I will be forced to kill you,” she didn’t actually say, but nevertheless in tone made it clear that would be my fate if I persisted.

So, there you have it, a blog started instead so that I can express my gratitude to all those that bought Dawn of the Dreamsmith.

It’s been going pretty well. It would be wrong to say that it’s exceeded my expectations because, truthfully, I didn’t have any expectations. This is entirely new territory. This is my first time and, thankfully, on the whole you have been gentle with me.

I had hopes, of course, but sadly as yet I am not living in a diamond encrusted cloud-castle being waited upon by mystical rainbow-unicorns on the back of my very first book.

But hopefully that will come. I have a ton of ideas for other books swimming around in my brain, percolating, some fantasy, others not. Some set in the same world Cole, Raven and of course Grume inhabit, but others not. If you liked my first book, then I hope you’ll check out the ones that follow.

Eventually, that diamond cloud-castle will be mine. But in the meantime I have every intention of enjoying the journey.